I Wonder(feat. Erin Kim)
Gowe&Erin Kim
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I Wonder(feat. Erin Kim) - Gowe/Erin Kim
Her mind was confused with a plus at the tip of the tube
她的心灵困惑着 就像被无数的烦恼纠缠
Sick as she threw up with a cup take a sip of abuse
生病的她 在喝下一口水后 就扔掉了杯子
So she gets nervous cause her man left her
她变得郁郁寡欢 因为她的男人离开了她
After the sex and he jets she thought that he loved her
在狂欢过后 女人已经爱上了他
You see she's 18 and she's a bit conscious
那时的她只有18岁 什么都不懂
About her dress and the reflection of her own image
你凝视着裙子 想象着自己的模样
Timid in speech she's limited given a week
在那一周 她都变得怯生生的
With her tummy blowing up so that people can see
她的肚子慢慢变大 周围的人们都可以看到
But she decides to keep it said no to abortion
但是她却没有堕胎
The feet kicks in her stomach comes without a warning
肚里的孩子开始踢她的肚子了
She feels the pain though cause her parents cry
她感到十分的痛苦 那使她的父母哭泣
And the shame eats her alive when she closed her eyes
每当她入睡时 她都会感觉到羞耻的心
Then the day comes she gives birth to a son
直到孩子出生的那天
Kim sung hoon soon she holds and kisses her love
她抱着孩子 亲吻着他
Wishing it never ended taking a mental picture
希望这样的美好 永远都不会结束
Hoping through her tears that her son would have a better future
她希望她的孩子 拥有一个美好的人生
I wonder if theres a smile on your face
我在想着 此时的你是否面带微笑
Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
有时我会想念你 渴望你的拥抱
I never could thank you enough for holding on
对你的感激 永远都无法报答
Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
亲爱的妈妈 你永远都在我的心里
So she wonders what happened to her son next
她总是担心孩子的未来
Is there clothes on his back food on his plate what's the context
是否孩子有衣服穿 是否有足够的食物
The recollection of the day replays in her mindset
她每天都在细数着日子
And the ways she would try but just never could forget
她一直都在努力生活
Well he's okay and he resides in the states
你的儿子一直过得很好 他居住在美国
A needle in space in which rain makes it a beautiful place
天空下起了毛毛雨 突显了这里的美丽
Embraced by the culture and he's loved by all the members
这里的文化能够接受我 这里的人们也爱我
Until he turns 18 and his world get flipped
直到他18岁的时候 时间开始变得越来越快
He hears that his mom is not actually his and that complications
他听说他的母亲并不是亲生的
Prevented her from having any kids and his real mom
但他的母亲为了他 一直都没有要孩子
Is actually korean and she had to give him up for adoption
他的亲生妈妈是一个韩国人 而且抛弃了他
Cause she was young and was a student
因为她很年轻 还是个学生
Lost and was confused and wrestling in the moment
在那一刻 他的内心开始挣扎着
Am I chinese or korean am I destined in this union
我到底是一个中国人 还是韩国人 这都是我的命运么
And if I am what's the purpose I jot it in my verses
如果我带着使命而来 我会牢牢记住
So I replay it in my mind as I think about you
当我每次回想起一切时 我都会想到你
I wonder if theres a smile on your face
我在想着 此时的你是否面带微笑
Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
有时我会想念你 渴望你的拥抱
I never could thank you enough for holding on
对你的感激 永远都无法报答
Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
亲爱的妈妈 你永远都在我的心里
If I could write a letter and know that you would read it
如果我给你写了一封信 我知道你会认真地阅读
I would tell you that I never once in my heart felt hatred
我想告诉你 我的心里从来就没有憎恨
Reinstated I would play a song and dance with you
我的心情平复后 我会与你在音乐中跳着舞
Hold your hand as I thank the lord for creating you
我会拉着你的手 感谢上帝创造了你
As strong as you are cause in my mind I can't fathom
我永远都无法去衡量 你是多么坚强
The pain and the guilt when all you heard was their gossip
痛苦和内疚 只是人们的流言蜚语
And still you stuck through it when they called you foolish
当人们责备你愚蠢时 你还是挺过了难关
And with this gift that I possess your probably loved music
这是上帝赐予我的礼物 那是爱的音符
I hope you're doing well I hope some day you'll see this
我希望你能感受得到这样的美好
I hope I mean I really hope that you know jesus on a deeper level
我希望让你知道 上帝爱着我们
Seeking just to know him better I hope in perfect timing we can
我们会追求更好的 我们会追求完美
See the reason clearer I hope you're smiling now
当一切变得明亮时 我仍然希望看到你的微笑
I hope I cross your mind I hope you never second guess
我希望我能在你的脑海里
If what you did was right cause I'm so proud of you
你所做的一切都是正确的 我为你感到骄傲
I love and admire you so after all these years
这些年来 我把你视为偶像
This is my way of telling you
这就是我写下这首歌的原因
I wonder if theres a smile on your face
我在想着 此时的你是否面带微笑
Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
有时我会想念你 渴望你的拥抱
I never could thank you enough for holding on
对你的感激 永远都无法报答
Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
亲爱的妈妈 你永远都在我的心里
I wonder if theres a smile on your face
我在想着 此时的你是否面带微笑
Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace
有时我会想念你 渴望你的拥抱
I never could thank you enough for holding on
对你的感激 永远都无法报答
Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart
亲爱的妈妈 你永远都在我的心里